Being a Mommy.

I seriously cannot wait to be a mommy. I can't believe that i am 17 weeks already! Every day i am closer to getting these sweet little babies in my arms... It isn't going by fast enough though! I know that they need this time to grow and develop, but i can't help but want them in my arms so bad.

The whole pregnancy has started to feel more real now. I finally just started showing like a week ago so now i feel like this is all really happening. Yeah i have been going through all the sickness and what not that comes along with being pregnant, but i still didn't feel like it was the real deal yet until about a week ago. I have been so paranoid lately because i havent seen my belly and now that it is finally growing i feel so relieved!

I look forward to hearing my babies heartbeats at every doctor's appointment. It seriously is the best thing ever. I love sitting there listening to my little turnip sized babies that are all mine. I love the little movements my babies make as i sit in different positions. It is the weirdest thing ever! I keep getting these weird bulges on the sides of my belly and i think it is the coolest thing. Every food that i used to love, i hate now and every food that i used to stay away from i want so bad! This pregnancy thing is crazy, but i wouldn't trade it for anything.

I am already feeling pain which has been worrying me a lot lately. After feeling this pain for a couple of days, the doctor checked me out and told me that everything looks good. Twins can go into labor a lot faster then one baby so i was told by my doctor to take it really easy... It has been hard, but it is all worth it.

I cant believe that i am actually going through what i have always dreamed about and that i am 4 months closer to being a mommy to my little babies. Being a mommy is something that i have always wanted to do ever since i was a little girl.

Trevor is going to be the BEST daddy ever. I watch the way he is with other little kids and babies and it is the cutest thing ever. He talks about the babies all the time and he gets more and more excited every day. He is such a hard worker for our little family. We are 2 months closer to finding out where his dental career will begin. He has been working so hard in school and has been killing his dental interviews. We cant wait until December 1st to really know where we are going to be!

October 27th cannot come fast enough... We find out if these little munchkins are girls or boys and i seriously want to know so bad already so that i can start shopping and planning everything!

I love that our little family is starting and that our dreams are coming true. I couldn't picture our lives any other way. We truly are blessed.